So I just finished first week back at work! And it was one heck of a week! I started Monday off pretty sad about not being with my babies. Rob told me he felt bad that I had to go to work and
financially it would probably be okay if I wanted to stay home, and as much as I'd love too and it would be a lot snugger on our wallet if I did and probably more stressful...And that I don't want. He works really hard for us and I really want to help out, and I love being able to help contribute to our family financially.
It relieves me that Rob's little sister well she's not so little anymore she's 19. But she is the nanny to our babies. I don't even have to get them out of bed in the morning because she lives in the same house. I trust her 100%. All the grand kids adore her. She is the most fun. And she's watched Devlyn & the other kids so many times..and times when I worked before. So I'm happy that I have someone I love & trust to take care of my babies and that I don't have to worry about. My first day back, was ok besides being super sad being away from my kids. It was great seeing my co-workers again. I love the girls I work for..there amazing they are ALL my work BFF's! We have the best time working together. Out of all the people I've worked with and all the jobs I've had they are the best people I've ever worked with. When I got home, the kids were just fine, happy & ALIVE! This week has been SUPER busy. I'm so glad..We have a schedule going with the kids, with going back to work. And I don't know how, what or who told Khlo'e mama was going back to work but she has been so good for me at night. I put her to bed at10pm and she doesn't wake up till 5:30 which is when I get up in the morning to get ready for work. And she just takes a bottle in her swing and falls back asleep. So that's 7.5 hours of sleep people! And she's only 3 months..how did I get so lucky?! *Knock on wood* I don't want to jinx myself. But I'm so grateful I get sleep! It's amazing!
I've worked so many crappy hours and night shifts before at other jobs..that now, being able to work 4 days a week, 9 hour days, 7:30-5pm. Never past 6pm..so no late nights anymore! I get Fri,Sat,Sun's off always, so 3-day weekends! I feel like I've definitely paid my dues! I've had jobs where me and rob worked opposite shifts and it really took a toll on our marriage because we never got to see each other (he'd come home when I was sleeping, and when he woke up I was leaving to work..) it sucked and it really tested us..but we always were supportive of each other and made it work. So I can't not tell you how happy I am to get 3 day weekends every week and have quality time to spend with my kids. I'm blessed to have such great kids, a wonderful husband, amazing nanny/aunty, great family,true friends, awesome co-workers, and a job to help provide for our family. (Even though I don't like who I work for sometimes..surgeons are brutal!) Ha ha! I'm still grateful...
No I'm not lucky. I'm blessed YES!
(N.M.)
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T Momma