Monday, May 9, 2011

Bittersweet Mama's Day

Mommy & Devski ♥


Mommy & KhLO ♥

Mama of 2 beautiful girls and an angel in heaven ♥

I'm going to try to write down my feelings..w/out being an emotional wreck..

To my sweet angel in heaven:
It's mother's day. And I'm thinking of you.. a lot today, even though you are not physically here with mommy. I hold you in my heart.. You will always be my baby.. Even though mommy cries a lot for you..especially today. I'm not worried..I know your in good hands & I want you to know how much I love you and that I'll never forget you.. Until we meet again my sweet angel..I love you baby.
♥ Your Mommy.


emotional wreck was an understatement.


I had a good mother's day w/ my daughters and my family..But there was something else.. obviously huge missing. My grandma. It just wasn't the same. I'm so grateful I still have my sister..she's always been 2nd to my grandma of the special women in my life. My grandma wrote us a letter prior to her passing and left it in her room for us to find. One of the lines read "I'm not worried about Trisie..I know her sister will always make sure she's taken care of." And we just balled and the more we read on..it was like did she know? And that made it even worst.. :( It was hard not going over to her house and bringing her flowers and spending the day with her..so today was pretty hard emotionally. I'm so grateful I have my girls and by them I can still find some light in this special day..


♥ T Momma

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